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VERY PENCIL BIRTHDAY

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WOW OK
I'M ALIVE
WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT?!?!?!

I wanted to do something for Tatsurou's birthday (which was like 2 days ago) and it was this orz
but I'm not quite satisfied ugh
I did this drawing after pulling an all nighter and being sick to my stomach all day (like, SICK AS HELL.)
I spent all day yesterday trying to decide wether or not it was a good idea to post it
then I reminded myself that there are worse things in my dA gallery

[edited (August 25 2012): removed all the self flagellation, now that I look at it, it's not that bad)


OK
NOW AS TO WHY I DECIDED TO DO A DRAWING FOR SOMEONE THAT DOESN'T KNOW I EXIST

from July 2011 to today, has been rough for me
a lot of personal stuff has happened, a huge emotional weight was put on my shoulders
and the thing is that, not until this winter break I had that I could rest and clear my mind a bit, and I pretty much spent those 2 weeks listening to MUCC
like, mostly MUCC, pretty much all the time
I've been a MUCC fan for about 4 years now, but I never realized how important their music was to me, until just now
there were times this year that I really thought that if I disappeared from the face of the Earth no one will notice because I'm nothing but a nuissance, but listening to MUCC made that feeling go away
it's as if someone grabed me and shook me, saying "you're not alone", you know?
and yes, I love Dir en grey, and always have, but I can't listen to them when I'm going through a phase like this because their music is loaded with sadness or anger (not all, but most... IN MY OPINION AT LEAST)
MUCC is different, MUCC is a band that in every of their songs there's more than one feeling in them
wether it's sadness yet happiness, or anger and a rush of energy, etc, etc etc, hjsdgs
and it made me think that all the things that happened to me until today, have happened for a reason and that no matter what, I'll never be alone
because even if I feel nostalgy, I can still be happy about the good things that happened along the way
or if a lot of people stopped talking to me, it's all good, because I can still meet more wonderful people
and the members themselves show how human they are, because they're always joking around but when they play music, they pour all their feelings and, I don't know, I kinda feel connected to them jhsdfklsdgjsdlgk omg I sound so stupiddddddd

I know, it sounds crazy to say that a band makes me feel this way, but it does!! and I think it's a beautiful feeling :D
I'm just really happy that I realized this, and I really, REALLY love MUCC
and I feel like telling everyone about it omg jkdghklsdjgsgkld sorry for the tl;dr

anyways, yeah
I just wanted to make a little something for the man with the most beautiful voice in the world I was so nervous while making this drawing dhklsgjklsdg



OMG THAT DESCRIPTION IS LONG AS FUCK SORRY OMGGGGGG


ANYWAYS, YEAH


Tatsurou from MUCC and his cat Tetochi dressed as a pencil :v



(I tweeted him the drawing omg why? jksdhgjksdg well, it's not like he'll see it lol he probably gets a million of tweets per day from fans lolol I'M NERVOUS)

ok bye :v
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pinkkuneko's avatar
This... Teto-chan... <3 Love it <3